I was telling someone about you, Baby A. I was so excited and oozing happiness all over! This person who I am sure didn't understand how it sounded when she said "so why didn't his mom want him?" I didn't know what so say! It stumped me, I am sure I looked confused I have never ever thought your birth mom did not want you! I have always known that people have circumstances that we will never know! But this question has been on my mind and this is what I want you to know Baby A!
Your birth mom, the first person to really love YOU, the first person who got to feel YOU from the inside of her. She Baby A Loved YOU first ! She made the most important first choice for YOU! Your birth mom had choices, she could of kept YOU and tried to give YOU what she didn't have, she could of just left YOU somewhere, but she choose the most selfless choice! She chose what was best for YOU, to give YOU the best! What she wanted for YOU is LIFE ! She wanted everything for you!
She loves YOU just as much as we do! We love you so much!! So many people love you ! Baby A YOU are soo loved!
Thursday, August 9, 2012
Friday, August 3, 2012
August
This is the month of birthdays in our house! Payton, Raegan, and I all get to celebrate the day we were born!! Usually I am super excited to have a get together or a big party, "yep here comes the BUT" but I am struggling.
It has been so exciting telling everyone about our new son and getting to see updates every week! We think he is perfect. The one question everyone asks is when is his Birthday? And when I say we don't know it breaks my heart. We don't know when he was born or where. We don't know if his birth mom had any help or if there was even doctor, probably not!
So birthdays are looking a different to me these days. Birthdays look more like something we have made into something completely separate than what it is. I want to celebrate the fact that we were born in place were God is my Savior and he died so that I may be free! I want to celebrate the life God has blessed me with, the heart he has broken to be his hands and feet. I am not worthy of this life !
Thank you Lord for loving us so much. We are so amazed by your grace! We are weak without you! With you Lord we have so much to Celebrate!!!!
It has been so exciting telling everyone about our new son and getting to see updates every week! We think he is perfect. The one question everyone asks is when is his Birthday? And when I say we don't know it breaks my heart. We don't know when he was born or where. We don't know if his birth mom had any help or if there was even doctor, probably not!
So birthdays are looking a different to me these days. Birthdays look more like something we have made into something completely separate than what it is. I want to celebrate the fact that we were born in place were God is my Savior and he died so that I may be free! I want to celebrate the life God has blessed me with, the heart he has broken to be his hands and feet. I am not worthy of this life !
Thank you Lord for loving us so much. We are so amazed by your grace! We are weak without you! With you Lord we have so much to Celebrate!!!!
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