August

This is the month of birthdays in our house! Payton, Raegan, and I all get to celebrate the day we were born!! Usually I am super excited  to have a get together or  a big party, "yep here comes the BUT" but I am struggling.

It has been so exciting telling everyone about our new son and getting to see updates every week! We think he is  perfect. The one question everyone asks is when is his Birthday? And when I say we  don't know it breaks my heart. We don't know when he was born or where. We don't know if his birth mom had any help or if there was even doctor, probably not!

So birthdays are looking a different to me these days. Birthdays look more like something we have made into something completely separate than what it is. I want to celebrate the fact that we were born in place were God is my Savior and he died so that I may be free! I want to celebrate the life God has blessed me with, the heart he has broken to be his hands and feet.  I am not worthy of this life !

Thank you Lord for loving us so much. We are so amazed by your grace! We are  weak without you! With you Lord we have so much to Celebrate!!!!